I think I'm so freaking ugly I wanna learn to love myself.?

I used to feel exactly how your feeling, but there's no point wasting time looking at the negatives, everyone is going to be self conscious about something, but try to find something you like about yourself and focus on that, within time you will become more confident. If every girl is racing out to go blond then i'd stick with your natural hair colour and be an individual, im sure your attract more people just for the fact your not following the crowd, and you can have the confidence to be your own person :)